This week is a pretty good week for me.Moved to our new bunk and managed to reserve one of the best beds.Its got everything I had wished for so its really only the slightest of deviation from what I had idealised.The TV at my bedside, makes it akin to sleeping beside a stadium cos everybody would crowd around my bed to watch soccer, which is fast becoming a bane in my life.

Life there is rather slack and uneventful.So everything seems to proceed at a leisurely pace, which is really detrimental to fitness levels.It really takes alot of discipline to maintain one's fitness with human tendencies surfacing to take the easy way out by just lying around doing nothing.I don't want to see everything that I had worked so hard to achieve come to nought.

I'm really grateful to God for helping me through an emotionally troubled week.Alleviating the strain imposed by guilt and remorse, and answering my prayer for guidance.This incident served a reminder not to take our loved ones for granted, treating every second like it may be the last.I've derived an answer to a problem but not its solution, until then I'm still as lost as ever.

9:06 PM
Confused

This week was rather arduous compared to all the weeks in my course cos its finally sumex deployment, a fitting finale to wrap up an exhausting course.Had to wake up on monday morning at 3am to prepare the setting off procedures.Fortunately the deployment site was on a hilltop so the view really ease all the discomforts of heat rash and the physically demanding emplacement of equipments.

Its been raining almost throughout the whole duration that we spent there, providing ample opportunities to catch up on sleep at the back of the tonner.Remained in a half-dead demeanour throughout the outfield, with only 2 to 3 hours of sleep every night.That excludes the guard duties and working on equipments till 4am in the morning.All this under pitch-black conditions just adds to the frustrations.

Better go catch some sleep now...

9:45 AM
Confused