Leaving tekong behind for good.Slight consolations to cover up my fucked up results.Getting away from a group of fucked up hypocrites that seems to surround me in camp.Hopefully I'll get into the air force making everything simpler for me to handle.

Maybe it's because I tend to be easily frustrated under stress, had pretty alot of arguments with my platoon people.No I'm not being arrogant but its just that there's other problems surfacing in my mind that I remain oblivious to reality.Its not that I don't want to be a team player but its just that sometimes I prefer to stay away from everything.I can settle it by myself.

Going back to camp and hearing your buddy bemoan his misfortune at having only 4A and 2D makes it near impossible not to reach out and smack him.Being scolded by superiors just doesn't aid my apathetic attitude towards training.

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