my last few hours before enlisting tomorrow.as much as i want to leave behind all my problems, its getting really impossible. i'm not sure what would happen in the next few months and i just wanna get something off my chest before going into this exile. army does not worry me a single bit but because of you, i am afraid.

i feel like a shade, being able to see you but you're just oblivious to my presence.what must i ever do to change all these.leaving you with doubts lingering over whether i might ever see you again. hopefully time may erase all the pain caused by my ineptitude. just have to channel my attention to the pursuit of success.

For Honour And Glory...

5:01 AM
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