After four days spent as a civillian I'm really drearing the next few hours I don't really wanna go back to camp.Been running like crazy for the past few weeks and it's pretty much reaching the end of my tether.Forcing myself to run despite suffering from respiratory tract infection just makes things worse.My lungs are hurting pretty badly during normal breathing but just endured through the entire speed training and trying to outdo the commanders.Haiz the dire consequences of an overdose of pride.
Its been running and running from day to day.I can't extend my MC or it'll dent my OCS chances.So just have to put up with the horrible 25 min runs which I think is about 6+ k every other day.Training has just gotten more intense,and hopefully I'll make it through where others will fall and get weeded out in the race for OCS.
Hope I can rid myself of the terrible dreams I've been getting each night.maybe it's sign that I'm ready